“Everything in excess is opposed to nature”

Well interwebs, it has been quite a while since my last post. I’ve been busy, trying to keep my head straight and figure out what this post would be about. Through that thought process arose one winner, and one sort-of obligatory half winner. First I plan on talking about excess, and how I’ve been trying to reign in my excess. Don’t worry I’m not trying to get overly preachy or anything along those lines, I’ve just been doing a lot of thinking lately about what it means to consume and the implications it has on our society, health, and mental well being. Secondly, I’ll sum up what I’ve been doing lately with work and life, this was the half winner so don’t expect it to be too informative. Credit to the quote in my title goes to Hippocrates.

Excess

Recently I read Born to Run which was recommended to me by a friend and co-worker of mine. To sum it up, the book is awesome. I enjoyed every part of it, and myself being not much of a runner (trying to get better) found it really inspirational. The kind of thing you want people close to you to read. I really feel that it changed my outlook on a lot of things. One of the main takeaways I found from the book was the thought of “less is more,” this is definitely not a new idea, but for me I’ve never really thought about how this could change me. I guess what it taught me was that you really don’t need what you think you need to do great things. You may think to be really good at math you have to have the best calculator money can buy, or before you decide to eat correctly and exercise more you go buy books and exercise equipment, and health videos, etc. I know I personally have done both those things.

I found myself trying to tie this advice into my life, and decided that the word “Excess” fit appropriately. According to Merriam Webster dictionary, “Excess” is defined as “The state or an instance of surpassing usual, proper, or specified limits.” This brings up all kinds of ideas of what is “proper” or “specified limits.” I have the internal struggle though, who am I to tell other people what they are doing wrong with their amount of excess? I mean, I have all sorts of unnecessary things in my life, electronics, alcohol, dining, personal indulgences, etc. Even while writing this post I found examples of things I currently do that I need to reign in the excess. I think the best way to illustrate my point is to give some concrete examples, and try to explain where I think the logic is flawed (from my perspective of course).

Costco

This is a hot example, because most people get offended when I talk shit about Costco. Growing up we shopped there quite a bit (Price Club back then), and I always was amazed by the aisles of large quantities of things, and of course the samples. What would anyone want to do with a mega pack of dish soap, or bathroom tissue, or 10lb brick of cheese, etc? I mean, I do dishes just like the next guy (probably not as often), eat cheese, use bathroom tissue. Granted I just live by myself and only have to take care of myself (and my cat). I stil think though, whats the point of buying the excess soap? The bricks of cheese to get ready to freeze? To save a couple of pennies? I totally understand the urge to be frugal and spend money wisely, but I think that sometimes its unnecessary, and the costs to society and your own well being outweigh the benefits to your pocket book.

Now to be clear, I’m not talking about buying local, or organic, or any number of other issues, even though I agree with some of these, but thats not the point. The point is that sometimes it is healthy to want, and not receive. I believe this gives you some discipline that you wouldn’t have otherwise. In our society, discipline is hard to come by, we get everything we want if we have the means to get it (most of middle class does). If we get everything we want then where are the surprises? Where is the discipline. All I’m trying to say here is that certain things are unnecessary. I’ll leave the decision on what that is in your life up to you. For me, I could drink less beer, I could use less electricity, I could get rid of about half my wardrobe, and I could get rid of most of my gadgets.

Food

The thought of eating till I need to unbutton that top one (I know you know what I’m talking about), really got me thinking (as I was unbuttoning my top button). Why was I doing this? What is the purpose of this excess? Does eating till I explode really benefit me? To answer them, I drew from some advice from my doctor. About a year ago I asked him what the most effective way to lose weight and become healthy was, he told me (to no big suprise), diet and exercise. My initial thought were something along the lines of “Hey thanks asshole, I just want an easy solution.” So further pursuing the question with him I asked, “Well, what is the best diet,” and I was prepared for the worst (he’s a vegan after all) but all he said was that we as a society have forgotten what it is like to be hungry. I didn’t really think about this much until I found similar advice given by a running coach in the book Born to Run. His advice to people looking to train and get fit, “Eat like a poor person.” Now this really got me thinking, we live in one of the wealthiest nations, and we can feed our faces with such ease, that we have forgotten what it is like to be hungry. Like I said before, we have access to Costco, Walmart, Amazon, just to name a few.

What will eating like a poor person do? Will it cause you to start buying more soda and less milk? Will it cause you to eat more processed foods and less healthier more expensive foods? Probably, but the point is not what your eating, its how much your eating. Stretching your meals out, eating slower, and not taking seconds in favor of eating leftovers another day are all ways to save money without eating less expensive and generally crappier food. Food should be a fully immersive experience whether you are at a restaurant, or just home cooking a meal with the ones you love. Taking your time will make you pause and take all this into account. “Eat like a poor person,” and “Sometimes I just need to be hungry,” seems like sound advice to me and I’m going to try and integrate these into my life.

Conclusions

All in all consuming less, eating less, and eliminating excess seems like sound advice to me. If you stuck with me till here then we’ve only broken the ice, I want to hear what YOU think. Am I totally off base about excess? Are there times in life where we can benefit from excess? Surely there are counter examples to what I’ve talked about, consider a Titanic with 20% more lifeboats than necessary. Obviously that kind of excess would indeed be a good thing, so now that I’ve got the low hanging fruit, it will be up to readers of this post to let me know how much shit I’m full of. Until then, enjoy eating less, consuming less, and trying to reduce your overall impact.

Like I said in the beginning, my last topic is my current life situation for those interested. I’m currently very happy with my new work, doing things that I feel make a difference has really re-ignited my passion that I found while still attending school last year. Working with people who have shared interests, and similar world views has been huge as well. I love where I’m at, love the people there, and most of all have the excitement I felt while still attending school and cracking that hard to solve homework puzzle. Boise has been beautiful, and my recent bout with almost leaving really made me reflect on what Boise has to offer. Not only does it contain some of my favorite people in the world, the weather is awesome, the city is clean, and the taps are always full. What is my next life goal? Who knows, maybe becoming a better person, trying to run more certainly, spending times with friends/family. These are all worthy goals, and I can’t wait for what the beautiful Spring and Summer will be like. I’ll hopefully be blogging more often, now that I have a sort of direction I want to take this blog. Stay tuned.

A Remedy

So, in accordance with my last post I’m going to be trying to post more and more on here to fill people in on my happenings/thoughts/feelings etc. I would like to remind people that this is my PERSONAL blog, so things are bound to get personal. If this makes you queasy, then this is not the blog to be reading, maybe you should be reading Gizmodo or TechCrunch (some of my favorite tech blogs). With that in mind, I don’t intend on telling the internet my most innermost secrets, but I will talk about my personal life, personal satisfaction, personal goals, etc. So let the games begin!

My last post focused mainly on my dissatisfaction with my current situation and how I wished to contribute more to society. I felt a genuine lack of self fulfillment at my previous job and was trying to find a way to remedy, unfortunately most people who read that post thought I was a depressed, self-loathing piece of shit that was on the verge of suicide or something. I got comments that ranged from “I had no idea you were so depressed … is everything OK?” to “Why don’t you just join the Peace Corp.” despite my friends genuine concern (I truly appreciate my friends who read this and care about me), both responses were thoroughly unsatisfying to me. For gods sake, I don’t want to go join the Peace Corp. and I’m definitely not on the verge of depression. Relax people, sometimes a guys just gotta vent.

I’m glad to report that I have done something about this dissatisfaction. Over the last month I have been seeking employment elsewhere, I interviewed with Garmin Inc. in Olathe, KS and in Salem, OR. I also interviewed with a new start-up (WhiteCloud Analytics) in my current home town Boise, ID. (I say Boise is my home town since I have spent equal parts of my life here and my previous home town Escondido, CA) which would turn out to be the new job I took. I am glad to report that I am so very excited to start work there on Sept. 12th. The thing that really attracted me to the start-up over Garmin was everyone’s attitude, the engineers reminded me why I wanted to be a software engineer, they reminded me what I love so much about my discipline, and they seemed to empathize with my situation. The atmosphere was so remarkably different than what I’ve been working in for the last year and a half. There aren’t fellow engineers in the hall who don’t acknowledge you. There is no insistent complaining if an engineer doesn’t get their way (I swear engineers can be huge divas). They work hard, but they play hard. They take a genuine self-interest in the product they are working on. There is no disconnect, no us vs. them.

So I’m not really sure what I’m getting at with this post, but I just wanted to give a bit of a breather for those who thought I was depressed, and let you all know that I’m on the verge of finding a remedy. Maybe this start-up wont be all that I hope it will be, but maybe it will, and that’s the most exciting part. That I don’t know the future there, at my old job, predictability was key. As a 23 year old software engineer and simpleton, predictability is the last thing on my list.

Indirection

Well inter-webs, its been nearly a year. The site has undergone some updates to its look and feel, but the content remains the same, some outdated cancer posts, some random CS rants, etc.. This lack of content is one of the reasons for this post, to keep something new, to refresh this blog with a new invigorated sense of self. Much like myself, the blog needs some direction. Recently graduating from Boise State University has been an interesting journey, to say the least. Forgive the inner monologue of this post, I’ve been doing a lot of reflection lately.

The recent weeks have been a sort-of emotional roller coaster, do I stay safe, stay in my hometown (Boise, ID), do I choose the path to a nice house, nice yard, middle-class income, working 9-5 for the stockholders? Or do I devote my life to something more? Higher education? Social Good? Volunteer work? What can people with my degree (Computer Science) do that is socially good? This has really got me thinking about where I should take my career.

One of the great parts of Computer Science is ability to find a job most anywhere, in most any industry. Everyone needs a back-end software developer, everyone needs a website author, in this ever-increasing age of online “identity” people are struggling to make something of themselves in the real and digital worlds, creating a unified identity.

So enough with the boring stuff, there are a few recent projects which have peaked my attention through other blogs and social networks. Code For America has really peaked my interest and I am currently considering delving into these social good types of jobs. I just don’t know how long I can work for the stockholders? If I pursue a career for another Fortune 500 will this increase my overall happiness? What will make me happy? This lack of happiness has been prevalent over everything I do, I need to find my calling, what have I been chosen to do? How can I, individually, make the world a better place for each and every person? Do I educate myself more? Do I gain real-world experience and amass meaningless sums of cash? Clearly there has to be more to life, there has to be something that I can do that will fulfill my desires. So I’m reaching out to you online world, what should I do? What do I devote my life to? What can I do that is socially good?

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Today . . . → Continued: Post 00 – Code Blog

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